I have a confession to make...
I have commitment issues.
No...not like relationship commitment issues...but commitment-to-everything-else issues.
For some reason, I have an obsession with blogs, organizing, and crafts. None of which, I can keep up with. I ask myself, if I love these things so much, wouldn't that be motivation to keep up with them? For the last 8 years, I have had commitment issues with losing weight, and for once in my life, I have stuck with something for more than 2 weeks and have lost more than 5 pounds (I'm 3 weeks in and have lost 6 pounds, haha). But I am still going strong with that because I have 3 of my friends watching what I eat, how much I exercise and how much weight I lose. And this time...it's working!!!
So if only there was an accountability app for everything else I need help staying accountable with...(computer geeks, here is where you come in...). I don't know why I have these obsessions, but they are really quite annoying because I spend so much time thinking (dreaming, fantasizing, planning) about the cutest blogs and wish I had one, or organizing my entire house, or all the crafts I want to do. Again I ask, if I love it so much, why can't I do it???
I'll tell you why...I have what's known as the I-don't-feel-like-it-right-now's. I would explain exactly what that is but I just don't feel like it right now (I am basically a lazy person). Maybe this stems from my extreme talent of...procrastination. I get to thinking about something and get all excited about it, then my very next thought is...I just don't feel like it right now. Half of my problem is I like to finish things I start (stop laughing, Berkley). Many times I don't start my project because I know I won't be able to finish it and I don't want to leave my project out or transport it while I am in the middle of it. "Don't you have a craft room?" you might be asking? Well yes, I do...but it's on my list of places to organize so I can use it. Yes, I know this all sounds psycho, but that's just the way I am.
Darn that Julie & Julia movie that makes a bloggy challenge look like so much fun. But here I go...365 days of doing what I don't feel like doing right now. I'm keeping it simple and my posts might be as little as reorganizing one kitchen cabinet, so if you plan to keep up with my posts (which I doubt anyone even reads this...haha), don't expect something grandeous every day.
I am off to do something fun for my first project...uh oh, I hear my boy grunting (stinky)...but I don't feel like it right now...